Some of these names are grounded in my identity, some are what others have bestowed, still more are what I would call myself. I used the poem alternate names for black boys by Danez Smith as inspiration, prompted by @amykaypoetry’s Day 19 post. I think we should collect names throughout our life and hold on to those we feel truly speak to who and what we are.

One day left. I’m proud of my practice this month. It’s taught me a lot and I’m curious what tomorrow’s reflections will bring when I reach the end.

xo, adrienne

alternate names for me

• twin but younger sister
• the color of the sky at dawn
• a lantern in the night, on the path
• dark earth
• tinder awaiting one false move (ready to throw metaphorical hands)
• borrower of hope
• the acceptable black woman (palatable)
• seeker
• who once collected gold stars (and still hoards praise)
• eldest, only daughter
• little seedling
• heart in the clouds
• bird